Thursday, July 18, 2002
quick blog. got to get the dog out and I'm sick of thinking about this.
taking stitches out felt like hot needles.
dr says I need the HSG (saline ultrasound) to check both my uterus and tubes. lots of blue dye went up, none came out!
probably not fibroids; they're lumpy. but my uterus was softer than normal, as well as larger, and the second dr (and I've just CANCELLED an appt with her, before I knew I'd need to see her!) said it didn't look normal.
3rd dr does the ultrasound. my regular specialist says she'll be off work for only 2-3 months with this baby (her 3rd), so I go get ultrasound, then maybe if my tubes are blocked, dr 2 does IVF stuff on me, as my eggs are fine; you could even see where I'd ovulated.
then, if I'm lucky, back to dr 1 for the baby. at this point I don't care if it has to be twins. this is all getting way too scary for me. 36. no babies. enlarged uterus. blocked tubes. 12 months of trying and not a hint of conception. can't be in denial about that: I actually am infertile!
wow.
ouch.
go walk the dog now.
taking stitches out felt like hot needles.
dr says I need the HSG (saline ultrasound) to check both my uterus and tubes. lots of blue dye went up, none came out!
probably not fibroids; they're lumpy. but my uterus was softer than normal, as well as larger, and the second dr (and I've just CANCELLED an appt with her, before I knew I'd need to see her!) said it didn't look normal.
3rd dr does the ultrasound. my regular specialist says she'll be off work for only 2-3 months with this baby (her 3rd), so I go get ultrasound, then maybe if my tubes are blocked, dr 2 does IVF stuff on me, as my eggs are fine; you could even see where I'd ovulated.
then, if I'm lucky, back to dr 1 for the baby. at this point I don't care if it has to be twins. this is all getting way too scary for me. 36. no babies. enlarged uterus. blocked tubes. 12 months of trying and not a hint of conception. can't be in denial about that: I actually am infertile!
wow.
ouch.
go walk the dog now.
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