Tuesday, October 01, 2002
is it normal for a man not to want oral sex? I mean really, is it?
because of the LH surge, we're supposed to try for the next three days. tubes or not (the blockage could have been a mere spasm), we still have a chance naturally, and it would be just dandy to fall now and avoid all this IVF; once we're on that, our "natural" chances are slim.
I'm settling for day two, which makes today the fourth straight day.
and I'm a bit sick of it too; last night I didn't even bother to make it all the way, all I wanted was for him to.
so for tonight I planned to put him in the shower and then, you know, to make it more fun for us both. wasn't prepared for the total unexcitedness. yes, it's a bit of a grind. but I don't do that often, and I'd hoped it would create a flicker of excitement.
nothing. nada.
he's in the shower now. we're going to do it, grimly.
sigh.
because of the LH surge, we're supposed to try for the next three days. tubes or not (the blockage could have been a mere spasm), we still have a chance naturally, and it would be just dandy to fall now and avoid all this IVF; once we're on that, our "natural" chances are slim.
I'm settling for day two, which makes today the fourth straight day.
and I'm a bit sick of it too; last night I didn't even bother to make it all the way, all I wanted was for him to.
so for tonight I planned to put him in the shower and then, you know, to make it more fun for us both. wasn't prepared for the total unexcitedness. yes, it's a bit of a grind. but I don't do that often, and I'd hoped it would create a flicker of excitement.
nothing. nada.
he's in the shower now. we're going to do it, grimly.
sigh.
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