Tuesday, January 14, 2003
notes sitting outside the dr's before our appt:
I'm beginning to realise how much of a monster this could become in my/our life.
that in effect, at 18 mths ttc and One failed cycle (biochemical), my cv of pain is a mere snippet compared to what many women go through. and that I may not cope so well as I am now as it goes on.
this - the infertility? the treatment? the whole thing - could actually destroy me. only one or two times before - two to be precise - have I ever met something this strong.
one was a man. the other was writing, words, which still burn at me. this is not "treatment". it is me
I'm beginning to realise how much of a monster this could become in my/our life.
that in effect, at 18 mths ttc and One failed cycle (biochemical), my cv of pain is a mere snippet compared to what many women go through. and that I may not cope so well as I am now as it goes on.
this - the infertility? the treatment? the whole thing - could actually destroy me. only one or two times before - two to be precise - have I ever met something this strong.
one was a man. the other was writing, words, which still burn at me. this is not "treatment". it is me
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