Wednesday, March 05, 2003
oh, that's right.
last night in my yoga class we got to the bit in our relaxation where the instructor says "bring to mind your (unpronounceable thing), your positive affirmation".
and mine has been "I'm going to be a good mother". of course it was wishful thinking in the previous seven or so sessions. now it means something else entirely. and it made me feel, as I lay on the floor in the dark, very slightly weepy.
someone once described my blog as "poignant", well before all this IVF stuff came up. I denied it. but just sometimes, it's how I feel.
last night in my yoga class we got to the bit in our relaxation where the instructor says "bring to mind your (unpronounceable thing), your positive affirmation".
and mine has been "I'm going to be a good mother". of course it was wishful thinking in the previous seven or so sessions. now it means something else entirely. and it made me feel, as I lay on the floor in the dark, very slightly weepy.
someone once described my blog as "poignant", well before all this IVF stuff came up. I denied it. but just sometimes, it's how I feel.
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