Monday, December 22, 2003
a post on my bulletin board has reminded me: exactly a year ago I did my second beta test on my biochemical pg. which means tomorrow is the anniversary of the miscarriage - and that's what is was, early as it was.
the inhabitant of Chez Miscarriage says it all, and more. but I'm lucky, because although I wonder sometimes about that first "grade one emby", if that had succeeded, I wouldn't have had Alexander - or he would have still been in the freezer, awaiting the outcome of our eventual second attempt, if we get one.
second attempts...when dh and I fight I also think that I can't leave him b/c then I'd lose access to that second chance. and yes, I'd like another one. they're a bit like Tim Tams, hey?
the inhabitant of Chez Miscarriage says it all, and more. but I'm lucky, because although I wonder sometimes about that first "grade one emby", if that had succeeded, I wouldn't have had Alexander - or he would have still been in the freezer, awaiting the outcome of our eventual second attempt, if we get one.
second attempts...when dh and I fight I also think that I can't leave him b/c then I'd lose access to that second chance. and yes, I'd like another one. they're a bit like Tim Tams, hey?
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