Wednesday, April 28, 2004
no, I didn't have a better night, thanks for asking.
supposed to go to the daytime movies today. veering between the desire to stare at the walls and the feeling I ought to get out and do something for myself. after yesterday's unpleasantness I was pandering to him a bit less and though I felt guilty, it helped to just get on with what I needed to do. this sounds extreme, but I feel sometimes I'm losing touch with parts of my own personality, that I'm being removed from my creativity and what used to be a sharp mind. sigh. but I love him.
supposed to go to the daytime movies today. veering between the desire to stare at the walls and the feeling I ought to get out and do something for myself. after yesterday's unpleasantness I was pandering to him a bit less and though I felt guilty, it helped to just get on with what I needed to do. this sounds extreme, but I feel sometimes I'm losing touch with parts of my own personality, that I'm being removed from my creativity and what used to be a sharp mind. sigh. but I love him.
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