Saturday, May 08, 2004
tears and tantrums:
I used to think IVF mothers who talked about "tears of joy" were soppy, but the more I fall in love with this little boy, the closer I get to shedding them.
but this afternoon's were tears of exhaustion and frustration: long story, but dh managed to not help me as I needed with getting my afternoon sleep, then got all defensive because I started doing some housework he'd neglected, them moved on to the full body mock - ie imitating me in a derogatory way - and I know it will take a lot for me to forgive him.
I used to think IVF mothers who talked about "tears of joy" were soppy, but the more I fall in love with this little boy, the closer I get to shedding them.
but this afternoon's were tears of exhaustion and frustration: long story, but dh managed to not help me as I needed with getting my afternoon sleep, then got all defensive because I started doing some housework he'd neglected, them moved on to the full body mock - ie imitating me in a derogatory way - and I know it will take a lot for me to forgive him.
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