Saturday, December 18, 2004
dh has done something to my PC which means it will restart in 3.15 minutes. meanwhile, chemotherapy...
yes, I threw up. but only once. it was very hard, sitting there with the nasty chemicals flowing into me. and I felt foul all night and most of yesterday. today, I'm just tired. hair is still intact, but for how long.
in fact, it feels like early pregnancy. this will get harder; next March will be hard (scheduled transfer of #2). mothers' group will get harder (second pregnancies so far = 2)
and I'm still so very afraid of dying, both of the pain and of leaving A and dh.
yes, I threw up. but only once. it was very hard, sitting there with the nasty chemicals flowing into me. and I felt foul all night and most of yesterday. today, I'm just tired. hair is still intact, but for how long.
in fact, it feels like early pregnancy. this will get harder; next March will be hard (scheduled transfer of #2). mothers' group will get harder (second pregnancies so far = 2)
and I'm still so very afraid of dying, both of the pain and of leaving A and dh.
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