Sunday, January 23, 2005
slight ache in my armpits = major anxiety.
dh is still not convinced about surrogacy as a real option. nor is he willing to commit to me having a baby when he's in his 40s. even more anxiety. I have those embies, there must be a way to make a baby from them. it's a particular baby. the blueprint exists, I just don't have a builder.
this morning we took A. to a children's farm. a few chooks, a very docile cow, a large curious pig. he loved it. pointed at everything, chased the chooks.
now Playschool is finished and I must stop writing and care for him.
dh is still not convinced about surrogacy as a real option. nor is he willing to commit to me having a baby when he's in his 40s. even more anxiety. I have those embies, there must be a way to make a baby from them. it's a particular baby. the blueprint exists, I just don't have a builder.
this morning we took A. to a children's farm. a few chooks, a very docile cow, a large curious pig. he loved it. pointed at everything, chased the chooks.
now Playschool is finished and I must stop writing and care for him.
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