Tuesday, November 09, 2010
negative. the first call came when I was talking to a plumber - of course all the works around the house fall to me because I only work from home (grr). it took 2 hours to finally speak to a nurse. negative.
and I surprised myself by bursting into tears after I hung up. I had thought I'd be sanguine. the chances were low anyway and there are seven more and I hadn't invested that much in this cycle. but enough, it seems.
that poor little three-celled thing. frozen all those years, then nothing. seems reason enough to cry.
now to stop all the medication and wait to bleed and start again.
and I surprised myself by bursting into tears after I hung up. I had thought I'd be sanguine. the chances were low anyway and there are seven more and I hadn't invested that much in this cycle. but enough, it seems.
that poor little three-celled thing. frozen all those years, then nothing. seems reason enough to cry.
now to stop all the medication and wait to bleed and start again.
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